Simi Taiji...
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
It's 4:15am in the morning...
I'm at Lun's house doin nothing but playing game...
Y'day was nothing but gambling...
Gamble at Aunt's place, next Elaine's place...
End up losing some cash...
Jus my luck...
Mood down luck also down...
Keep tinking of my love 1...
Wonder how she is...
Has she eaten?
Is she stress?
Is she still sick?
Everything was abt her...
For a moment, I rest down and tink...
I'm jus tinking...
Not deeply, jus enjoy the memories we had...
Nothing but happy...
Haaz...Will smile to myself everytime i recall...
Sometimes I tink I'm crazy...
So into the feeling...
Anyway right now I only holds the memories...
Can my memories turn into reality again?
Tat's not under my control...
But I only need a "Yes" from her to start all over again...
Sounds easy but actually is kinda hard...
I am jus as stupid as ever...
Thoughts For the Day...
4:13 AM
Sunday, January 29, 2006
1st Day of Chinese New Year
Visited only 2 places...
- Paternal Grandmother's place
- Maternal Grandmother's place
At my paternal grandma's house, my dad called up a buffet days ago for the paternal side becoz my paternal grandma is rather old to cook...
My paternal cousins brought 2 dogs, their names are:
- Browny
- Bella
My sis adores Browny, she played wif Browny and even took photo wif Browny...
As for Bella, she was been abandoned by the original owner and my cousin took her in...
At my maternal grandma's house, I played mahjong wif my Aunt and Cousin...
Eventhough I lost abit but I still have a gr8 time wif them...
The bond is there even if we seldom meet each other...
Anyway, I jus helped her finish up her assignment online...
The main point was to lighten her work...
Jus hope she can do well for her test...
I'll be more than happy...
Wish u Luck My Dear...
Always Have My Moral Support With U...
Thoughts For the Day...
11:19 PM
Saturday, January 28, 2006
New Year Eve also
her birthday...
Sitting at hm doin nothing...
Wan to play game also cannot...
DSL signal of modem down again...
Using other pple's wireless...
Y'day went to celebrate
her brithday...
Was tinking to ask
her a question...
Dunno y i was held back...
Since when have I been so wishy washy abt decision...
Lun was depressed also...
Seeing Lun like tat I was kinda afraid tat I might end up like him...
I went drinking at Lun's place...
Having guys' talk...
The fear of losing love ones...
He lost but I haven...
Will I be next?
Thinking of such question really holds me back...
Should I or should I not ask?
Is there a higher chance in me than like Lun?
Argh...feels like drinking again...
Can I back track time to when I never say the words?
I wanna turn back to how we play and fool around...
I wan
u to give me another chance...
The love
u gave is enough for me...
I will nv ask more from
u...
Does feelings in
u fade so fast?
I dun believe...I jus dun believe...
U are such a passionate person how could feeling fade so fast...
Your love runs in my blood now...
Spread to each and every cells...
Making me wanna tell u how much I have fallen for u...
*Cheers* to Lun and Me...
Thoughts For the Day...
7:10 PM
Thursday, January 26, 2006
1 day left, this is so terrible...
I won't be able to slp 2nite jus like many other pple...
How I wish my brain works like a computer...
Understand the logic of programming further...
Jus like understand a person deep down in her heart...
Stress is getting greater every second ticks, every minute passes...
Javascripting, Visual Studio.Net, HTML...
Sick of programming...
They call programming the bread and butter for IT personel...
Maybe becoz my foundation sux...
Slpyy but can't slp...
Body battery runnning low...
Work and Work and Work
Thoughts For the Day...
9:46 PM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Shit me! I screw up WebA exam...
Mati liao...now must chiong WebA assignment...
Jus passed her her present (a bball) <---LoLz
Anyway she's abit sick...
I wan to take care of her but cannot... -_-"
Wish her luck for tml exam...
I'll be supporting u ^_^
Thoughts For the Day...
11:17 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Argh...wat a day!
Struggle to finish my WebA assignment...
Tml is WebA exam...
Last minute study dunno if i will pass...
Another thing was, some1 was asking me to plan an event...
I jus wanna tell u, rite now I'm really stressed up...
I dun mean to push the job away...
It does mean something to me...
Especially when it concerns
her...
Now I am jus awaiting friday...
Her special day...
Rite now I'm out of ideas but I will come out wif something I guess...
Jus telling myself to calm down and do things step by step...
Since it always work out for me...^_^
Thoughts For the Day...
9:34 PM
Monday, January 23, 2006
After much amendment to this blog...
It's finally ready...
The idea of having a blog was from Lun...
To express myself to
someone special and all my friends out there...
Jus a day that I also happen to be influence by Lun...
The feeling of missing u once again...
Eventhough u choose to ignore but i still wanna say
"I Jus Miss You Sooooo Much..." ^_^
Thoughts For the Day...
8:09 PM
Sunday, January 22, 2006
Does she still likes me?
How I wish i knew the answer...
Recently we seem to have a link...
Everytime I took out my phone and start sms her...
She would call or even sms be4 i even send...
How coincidence it can be?
I am so comfortable when I was wif her...
Does she feel the same way?
Thoughts For the Day...
2:34 AM