Simi Taiji...
Monday, March 27, 2006
Of all my bBall games, my friends have nv seen me injure my eyes...
2day my 1st and painful experience...
I took a direct hit from opponent's elbow...
It went straight in my right eye...
For tat instant, I couldn't see a thing...
I thought I was abt to lose 1 of my eye...
Fortunately, the thought didnt came true after i open both my eyes...
Have to see a doc for further diagnosis...
2day I also had some thought abt myself...
Sunshine girl has given me quite alot of food for thought...
I dunno how to say but I feel I like her more than a friend...
I dunno how she feels but she is more than a listener to me now...
But I jus dun have the confident to ask her...
I am so afraid...
She's been there all along...
Now each and everyday, I nv held on to my phone so much ever since we start smsing each other...
I feel tat I wan to try to understand her...
But I need time to brace-up be4 I can even stood up to her and confess my thoughts and feelings...
*sigh* Should I even tink abt it? Wat abt the promise I made?
Thoughts For the Day...
11:46 PM
Friday, March 24, 2006
Haiz...Actually was tinking to go join Lun and frends for movie...
But then they say dun wan go movie instead they say wan to go drink...
Sian 1/2...
I tink it's better to stay at hm and blog better than go drink...
No mood to drink and they ask me to go drink...
2day Practical lesson 1.02 i failed again...
It's the 2nd time tat I went for the same practical lesson le...
I cant even get pass a practical lesson...
I was wondering how am I goin to pass my TP...
Feel like giving up but got sunshine girl encourage me...
She seems like a booster in my life...
She seems to be everywhere whenever I have my phone wif me...
I dun tink I can 1 day dun msg bah...
Really will "Bu Xi Guan" lor...
Ask me 1 day dun go online also bery difficult...
Unless I am at camp or wat...
Thoughts For the Day...
10:22 PM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Bad day for me...
I went for my 1st practical lesson(Practical Lesson 1.01)...
1st suay event, raining during my pracitical lesson...
Sian 1/2...
Stall bike quite a few times...
But overall I jus need a few practice...
2nd suay event, I went for my evaluation practice after my practical lesson...
Halfway during the practice, a lightning struck and the PCs in the lab went power down...
All I got after the practice is "Sorry"
No time extension...
*Pissed off*
Thoughts For the Day...
12:19 AM
Saturday, March 18, 2006
So many things to do 2day...
1st thing 2day: Meet Jx, Lz, Wm for Jx's Bday Lunch...
We went Swensens to had lunch (West Mall)
I ate the worst Fish 'N' Chip of my life...
The taste of stale fish...yuck...PUI PUI PUI! ! !
After lunch we went around and go arcade play...
1 Credit share between 2 person...LoLz...
Jx and Me played "Marvel VS Capcom"
So lame...we laugh and laugh while playing...
The power of tyco lies in the both of us...
Always left abit of HP and kill the oppenent...
2nd thing 2day: BBDC For Evaluation Test (RTE)
1450hr is the test...
Guess wat y'day I went for both RTL 1.01 and 1.02 lessons and without any practices...
I chiong Evaluation 2day...
Result 50% out of 70 questions...
I FAILED until like shit...90% then pass...
SIAN DIAO! ! !
3rd thing 2day: Go Lz's house...
I went Lz's house after the test to check out his son's selling computer...
To my surprise...the system is brand new...
Intel Pentium 4 3.2Ghz Processor 1M/800 Cache
ASUS P5 Mainboard
Geil 512MB PC-4300 DDR2 533mhz RAM...
The CPU is short of graphic card and a hard disk...
Graphic card slot gd for a PCI Express (16X Graphic card)...
After checking the computer, Lz decided to play mahjong...
3 person mahjong...
Godlike me won 7bucks easily...muahahahaha
Last thing 2day: Ge-4 gathers again at Bukit Timah...
This time round is YuanQi who turn up and WeiMeng absent...
We go back to BL and gay with Warcraft 3 again...
Lost to the "Ah Beng" team in 2 rounds of DOTA...
Is it me or is it my team noob? Guess is me who is weak coz I quit DOTA so long liao...
Jus a game nia...Lose Lose Lor...
We left and Jx drove us hm...
Now w8ting for 2ml morning bBall 9:30am...
*YawnzZz*
Thoughts For the Day...
11:50 PM
Thursday, March 16, 2006
Suddenly feel like shooting a basketball...
Want the feeling of flying...
Imagine the feeling of "DUNK"
Jus by shooting 3-pt will satisfy the urge of playing...
Listen to the sound of the net when the ball enter the net...
I am so bored of playing mahjong...
Jus wanna play 1 on 1, head to head wif bBall pro...
Even if it's against my odd I would also try...
Goku's spirit of nv give up...
Haaz...
But I still choose to give up somethings...
Anyway I take tat matter so easy...
Coz 7yrs ago my 1st stead also like another guy and eventually left me...
And history happen again...7yrs later
Immune to such pain and sorrows are the same...
It's best tat i 4get abt the pain and sorrows...
But can inflated wounds in the same point in my heart be heal?
I tink it will jus create a phobia...
A phobia tat will only cause me take extra cautious in choosing my partner...
My world has turned silence...
Neither laughter nor unhappiness exist in my world...
Jus targets and 1 gr8 promise...
Only Michelle noes...
Sharing of secrets is hardly my type but it comes naturally when I start to chat wif Michelle...
Releasing my inner stress to her...
Feels comfortable at the end of the day...
Haiz..I lose trust in all my female friends except Michelle...
If u have 2 such experiences will u lose faith and have phobia too? <--Maybe only pple who noes me can answer this question...
Ending the day wif a 12hours sleep...
Coming Achievements - 2B Class Licence, SilkRoad online target lvl 20, Hardcore training on bBall to become a 1st class player (Dun need to be MVP), jus try to master techniques of all positions...
Thoughts For the Day...
5:33 AM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Every minute counts...
So fast I'm back on where i left off...
BTL 1.02, RTL 1.01 and 1.02...
Chiong liao la...
Hopely can catch up wif Lun...
SilkRoad: Level 14
Thoughts For the Day...
8:35 PM
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Why izzit tat she sounds like everything is my fault?
She is not at fault?
Did she even ask herself y she go around crushing for guys 1 after another?
Pple say "I'm jus being faithful, Knows wat I want in a relationship..."
Now I'm feeling so disgusted by her words...
Saying tat "I'm asking for more?" <---WTF
I'm not asking for more lor, I'm jus being true to myself tat I love u...
Trying my very best to hope for a patch...
And here I got is a "asking for more..." <---Man! F**k Off
Get it clear, now u are the one tat make me mad and angry...
I said I wan a peaceful tok but u show me is attitude...
Fine I can take it...
My conscience are clear...
Guys out there who encourage me to have a gd tok...
Thx for the support, I have tried but the respond is really bad...
Bad until my hatred beginning to grow on her...
NOW....NO MORE Tolerance given!
Thoughts For the Day...
1:47 PM
Thursday, March 09, 2006
*sigh*
Y'day was a half gd and bad day...
gd part was tat me and her went out 2gether for shopping...
went all rounded...
bad part was tat I propose a patch but seems to me tat it didnt turn out well...
anyway wat said cannot be taken back...
Now I dun have any regrets after saying wat I intended to...
The only part tat makes me sad is tat she didnt wan to have a gd talk...
I jus knew she cant take such a question to heart...
It was my fault for asking her the question...
But it's after consideration be4 I really pop the question to her...
Eventhough she cant commit as much as I do...
I am willing to be the one committing more...
There can nv be a balance in relationship commitment...
Most importantly is tat I still
love her...
Now I jus have to w8 for her respond...
Not pressing her anymore...
Jus respect her every decision...
Even if takes away the light of me...
Thoughts For the Day...
12:22 AM
Sunday, March 05, 2006
Joel is back...
Apparently I'm back to find her...
I finally can express myself...
And I'm also back on my Bball games...
Thoughts For the Day...
11:00 AM