Simi Taiji...
Monday, May 08, 2006
Calm down alot 2day...
1st thing in the morning, I was late for school...
4got to put alarm be4 slp...*pengz*
Y'day go out wif Ah Fook and tok abt alot of things...
It's always Fook when I am stressed...
Eventhough nothing is solved but feels so much better when I can voice it out...
2 Brains are better than 1...
Maybe I still need to work on my control of my dark side...
The darkside of me was nv shown to girls...
But part of it is shown sometimes...
It's been 7 years I work on the control...
Although I have managed to suppress most of the darkside but not totally covered...
Maybe I still need a few more years to work out the power of control...
Alunso is now 2gether wif sL not really gonna ask him out to solve my problems...
Exactly wat problems I have? I also dunno...
Maybe are jus some trival matters tat pple dragged until now bah...
Sometimes I wonder should I even care abt such trival matters?
Last time I may treat those matters seriously but they seem almost meaningless to me now...
Fook said I change fast, he also notices this is the first time my feelings for a girl changed so fast...
Conversation between Joel and Fook
Joel: I learn from the girl 1 lor...
Fook: Liew, I dun like the current reaction u made lor...
Joel: I also hate being a heartless person but I seem to be forced to react in such a way...
Fook: So tat time u ask for patch how?
Joel: I was stabbed 2 times in the face, and nearly lose control of my darkside lor...She say "See mood lor..."
Fook: Wat sia, if she happy then she patched, wat if she not happy then she wan a break up ar?
Joel: Means something like tat bah...
Fook: 2nd Stab leh?
Joel: Tat's even worse, I alighted from the bus-stop at her place...I wanted to have a gd tok...I held her back and she say something tat gave me a shock..."Let go or I shout..."
Fook: OMG...Wtf...
Joel: The girl I loved say such a thing to me...how do u tink I will feel?
Fook: Sad sia, terrible sia...
End Conversation
Thoughts For the Day...
4:20 PM