Simi Taiji...
Friday, May 05, 2006
Jus listening to music, I began to tink of my past...
It rewind like a video in my mind...
I see happy and sad moments...
I wish to go back to happy moments...
But I noe I can't, becoz happy moments always come wif sad moments...
Painful experiences, cruel reality, Human darkside...
Even if u say things time and again, they ignore and walk away...
No matter how patient u are, u can nv reach a saint lvl when even they "stab" u in the face and u still continue to enlight them...
After all I'm still a human, I also have imperfection...
But important is if u noe ur imperfection then try to change instead of running away...
So there will not be communication breakdown between pple...
Unneccessary conflicts will not surface...
Eventhough sometimes we feel lonely, it's becoz we didnt manage to find out life partner...
But come to tink of our friends and family, we aren't really tat lonely...
It takes time to find our life partner, maybe u will find him/her tomorrow...
But will u cherish every single moments wif him/her?
It's the process tat matters, not whether u have or dun have a partner...
Maybe secret admiring is still better than goin after a person...
Jus hide things to urself, dun have to voice, dun have to be tease by friends, dun have to noe whether him/her will reject u...
I guess tat's probably wat I should do...
Hide everything to myself...
Thoughts For the Day...
3:21 PM